It's not me, it's you...or rather, just an idea.

I find myself at a bit of a crossroads of late. What I'm doing isn't really working, and I can't get to where I think I'd like to go til I get some money together. Need a job to achieve that, yet all I've been receiving are No Thank You letters....I've decided it sounds better to call them that, instead of rejection letters that is.

I had an idea for a very long time that I was meant to be in service. So long in fact, that I forgot it was just an idea and instead I integrated it into Who I Am.
But of course, now when I remember it's just an idea, suddenly there is space to do whatever I may choose.

I've come to a realisation that me and drumming full time don't work. Maybe it's that I don't have a business head on me, maybe it's the recession, maybe it's the fact that Dublin just doesn't have a big drumming culture.

In any event, it's time to make a change. I've been struggling with the notion of what to do if I won't be drumming. Going back to the question of well, what gets you excited? helped a bit...maybe sustainable design & architecture?

I'm gonna have to go back to school for that. And if I want to go back to school, I'm going to need money...which means I need a job.

I've been looking in Dublin, now I've decided to look at Halifax too. Hell, why not?